i care?

this is one of the p.m that i got from someone.

kalau yg berkenaan terbaca,paham2 la kan ya. :)

"kalau diorang kenal kat **,gle cepat rapat sampai boleh rampas takhta ko wey,"

buddy,bukan takhta yg aku kisahkan.
kalau dia rasa aku tak layak,then fine.
org tersebut lagi layak.

sebab tu aku kata,
if he appreciates us,he'll remember us.

nak kata aku tak sedih,sedih beb.marah pun ada.tapi what to do if orang tu lagi dihargai sampai kita dilupakan.we're no good for him eyh?
he never told us about his new friends.
he said nothing about his blog.
he contact not as much as before.
he is busy.

as what people who knows me well know what i'll do,
if im sad.if im disappointed.if im angry.
i'll just keep my mouth shut.
and yes,i do hold grudge.apekah betol.mampos ar.
kemaafan secara batiniah adalah susah bagi aku bila aku marah and sedih + terkilan dalam skala tahap agak tinggi.