not again.

for 3 years, I kept this feeling to myself. I didnt let it out because I know, its not time yet.

and now, seems like I have to deal with the same feeling again do I? aiyoyo.lemah la ini macam. Dont let this thing throw you down, Amal!

because I know and I am pretty sure that he isnt reading my blog so I dare to write this.haha ;D

sorry az, :| I shouldnt feel this way. This isnt going right. I know. Its not like what I wanted it to be.