a dream of 9754.

dear awak,

i had a dream last night.
i dont know how it started,
but as far that i can remember..

your family came to my house.
maybe there was an open house.i cant remember well.
and our parents met each other, they had a chat,
at a corner of my house.

and then...it was your lil brother who came to me,
he looked like an 8 years old boy, and he has a twin.
twin? haha.
he asked me to help him to go somewhere else.
he was handicapped, sitting on a wheelchair.
then i helped him to get off his wheelchair,
obviously I had to hug or hold him to let him sit on the pavement.
It felt so real that till now i can remember how i held him.

and the rest, it was blurred.i cant recall.

but there's something that happened before this thing finished.
when I was chatting with your brother,
your mom clearly said to my ma that i can get along very well
with your family members and hoped that I can be one of you guys.
get what I mean?

your lil brother was crying and asked me to
...be with you.

straightly after that, the dream got away.
I woke up.saw myself crying.

dear awak,
how can that even be possible,
if we havent talk to each other for..,
i'd say, ages?

I know dreams arent true.
it wont happen, will it?