be patient.

ya Allah kuatkan semangatku menghadapi segala dugaanMu.

I dont know what happened.really,

too much of thinking about these and those, maybe.

emptiness.

 I would say, I didnt miss an hour without thinking going to Br.

Am I expecting too much? What if going to Br is the only way to scratch me out of this?

Im feeling tired to think. but I just cant help myself from thinking about those.

worried.

Will I be able to go? even if I managed to, am I really prepared to? 

holding tears and fears as long as I can.

patience. 

three months wont be long, will it?

then I'll find the answer, whether to Br or to Gm.